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Name: Danielle
Birthday: 5/23/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: Diet Dr Pepper,volleyball, basketball, chatting online, CSI, Law and Order, tanning, Kids club, notewriting, scary movies, books, deep convos late at night, Monte Carlos SS, Superchic(k).....
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  riehl523
MSN: riehl523@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  riehl523@yahoo.com
Member Since:
3/22/2005
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| Do you ever just feel like being someone entirely different than who you have been? You ever wish your conscience wouldn't scream so loud? Have you ever tried living like you thought you would want to....only to find.....it's not? Ever been in the middle of all these questions...and not knowing how to act...how to respond... how to be yourself around others because you want to please everyone's expectations of who they think you are....but you don't even know yourself who you are? I understand. | | |
| Aight...so check this out. Good things really do come to those who wait!!! Or to those who are too poor to do anything...lol.
I was sitting around the last couple days not doing much of anything because most of my friends were at LiFest (big week long christian band deal). I only wanted to see one band....so I didnt want to pay a huge price just for that. So I am sitting at home getting ready to do some more cleaning....when a phone call comes, and I am offered some tickets to go!! Of course I grab them up and I get out to Oshkosh. I got to quick grab the latest cd, a shirt and see them as I walked past the Meet and Greet area. Finally the moment came for the concert to start. I was right up front, minus a few people directly in front of me. I got some pics, which hopefully Ill get up on my myspace (www.myspace.com/riehl523) soon. The concert was great. They did a lot of old school songs, which was fun. Then after I was walking with my friends back to the campsite, one of them asked what my fav band was. Now, she doesnt know me the best....but if anyone is wondering, there is no doubt in my mind when I say Superchick is my absolute fav band. So then she pulls out the DRUMSTICK THAT BRANDON (the drummer) THREW INTO THE CROWD!!! She handed it to me and said I could have it!! Now, again, those who know me, know that I don't scream....but I screamed, and was very excited. I ran back to the stage area, and flirted with the security to let me in and get some signatures. Unfortunately most of the band was gone already....but I got Dave (guitarist) and Melissa (bass and vocals) to sign it!
Now I must go and get ready for a week with Reggie Dabbs and eleven high school girls at Spencer Lake Camp. I am extremely excited, but very behind in things I want to get done before 8 am tomorrow morning! Show me some love for when I get back...and I will update again!
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| Alright...I'm back. Here's the update in short.
Graduated my 3rd and final year of Masters Commission in Copenhagen Denmark.
My mom joined me my last week of my Denmark stay...had a good time.
Came home and finally was able to drive again, and drink Diet Cherry Vanilla Dr Pepper whenever I wanted.
Dogsat/housesat for two different couples the first two weeks of being home.
Living in my hometown, but at my friends' house on a lake that I've grown up on and love.
Started work finally last week, got a raise...rather nice.
Now I'm about to start my second week of work and another couple of days of dogsitting.
So that was the normal part to keep people updated on what is going on in my life.
A lot of times I have been wanting to let my thoughts into the world...into space, whether that be through paper that only I read or internet that only I read, or internet that I allow others to see. Then I start to think about how much my thoughts affect others. Do they even affect others? Are they simply words that I put together so that I can try to make sense of my little world and understanding...and is it really important that others see them? I have heard many times that people just need to talk things out...somehow it will help one to work through things...and I suppose I believe that. After all, there have been many-a-time that I could talk a person's ear off trying to figure out what I think and believe....Trying to figure out what I believe...there's something I have been trying to start really doing these last couple weeks. Its more in-depth than I really thought.
Okay....I would love to write more...but I need to be up at 4 tomorrow for work...so I should hit the sack.
Write me or call me...I would love to hear from all my friends!
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| argh...that's all I can say right now....I don't want to deal with guys....I don't want to deal with girls...I want to live alone on a mountain top with a lifetime supply of diet cherry vanilla dr pepper. Okay, so life isn't all that bad...in fact it is rather good. Just little things that build up is all. So out of the people I wanted off the American Idol show, one of them did....Chris is gone, but Lakiesha is stil there. I am rather sad that Phil is gone.... this week I hope that Lakiesha goes home, or Blake...however, because of Blake's fan base, I have a feeling he will still be in. So Lakiesha is my guess. Well...I should work... what to work on...well, thats easy...the motivation is the hard part. maybe I could do some cleaning and then start to pack a little bit...or do some research on what to do with my mom when she comes, and how much we will have to spend. Sorry there arent many thoughts here.... it would take more work than I am willing to put out to be able to get my words onto the screen, and even then I don't know that it would do much good or produce any good fruit. People say I don't talk.... if I dont talk with you much, its probably because I don't trust you with my heart. | | |
| So Sanjaya was finally voted off. In a way its kinda sad...but moreso good, at least in my opinion.
The next one I want off is either Lakeisha or Chris.
Tonight is Christian Centers Worship night, and I really am looking forward to it. There is something about being in a fellowship of believers and being lost in Gods presence. Hard to explain, but it just seems right. There is always the time for private worship.... but being together is good too.
My mom just sent my package to me and I got it today....very exciting...you see, she sent two very important items... the camera (finally I have my own digital camera!) as well as three cans of Diet Cherry Vanilla Dr Pepper. Okay, so I guess that is four items, but whatever...
This week has been a thoughtful one. Just letting my mind go on its own...which can be a scary thing...but it was fun too. People then ask what I think about...and if I can give a logical answer, then I try to let people in...but many times my mind just goes on random trails that is much too hard to go down again. It's a once in a long time thing....and if you are there during a time when I can explain what I am thinking....good for you, ask and you shall receive! Then there are the times when I am afraid to allow others into the workings of my mind. After all....sometimes it feels like my mind is the only place I can go, or the only thing that is still mine. But is it mine? Do I want to keep it mine? I am supposed to, and also I WANT to be able to surrender everything of me, body soul and MIND to God....so then that isn't even mine. Therefore I am left with nothing. But nothing is easy. I have control over nothing, therefore I must rely on God to supply my needs as they come about. A level of trust must be heightened each time I hand something over to Him. But how many times do I go and lay something at His feet for an evening worship time, a Sunday service, a youth group meeting, only to pick it up at the end, and claim it as my own again. Why do I have this need for control...where does it come from, and why do I then try to have control over certain things, and not others? Is it just personality or is it because of something that has happened in my life, or is it something that most humans then project their control over when they feel their control over life has been threatened?
You still reading? Why? Oh well...I have no control over what you do with your time. :)
Man....so many more thoughts....ya know...I actually want to be able to write them down. I want to be able to put them on paper that others might be able to hear my mind, understand more of how I work. That others might see that when I am quiet, it is not always because I am down....sometimes it is simply for the fact that I want to be able to think. Granted, it isnt always fun. For instance, the other night I had a really really hard time sleeping because my mind wouldnt shut off. There were some things that needed to be dealt with...and I did actually speak out a few things more openly than I normally do, however there was so much more. One thing that kept in my mind, and still does is that I can be sitting a certain way, in a room with a guy Ive only known for less than a year and a good female friend, and the guy will see that my body language is screaming "I need a hug" and and will say voice that, and the female says "then go give her one!" How is it that someone who supposedly knows me can't see what I need, but the other does. But then....was that just me expecting someone to be able to read my mind? I mean...yes a hug was nice, and just what I needed...but have I closed my thoughts, my needs off to the female that much that she didn't see that? I dunno...whatever...it was one night, and I dont even know why it bothers me that much....well...actually maybe I do, but that would take another three entries to write, and I don't care how much you say you love me....to read that much would take much more.
Movies to see: Music and Lyrics....great movie, funny as all get out for both males and females. | | |
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